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July 13, 2004

crappityness

This week is dragging. I have one more night to work (and 1.5 hours today) and I'm having a really hard time seeing myself here tomorrow night. I might just need a personal day. I think I do.

I need to get my act together and take care of my personal business. I have to pay my bills. I have to clean that filthy fucking basement before the bugs down there learn to get upstairs. I need to clean up my yard and cut my grass. I need to take my kids to the beach.

I promised them that we'll go Thursday and I won't go back on that. The weather dude said it's going to be a little cloudy but not rainy. We'll just drive down and back since we have doggies to take care of. I think they'll just be happy to go hang out. Last year we went for a few days and stayed at a cheapo motel. That was ok except we went in August and the jellyfish were out. I want to take them to Hatteras in August if I can swing it. I asked around when I was there w/ Byron and the people told me that they don't get them nearly as bad as Va Beach.

I'm listening to some songs that I got of The Afghan Whigs after Scot recommended them. I'm pretty fond of "Hated". I should go ahead and purchase a cd or two.

My kids are having step-mom issues. I haven't yet approached James about it but if they continue to feel unhappy about going there, I'll have to bring it up. I really hope I can make them happy enough that it doesn't become that big of an issue. Jake is the main concern lately. He really resents her and is vocal about it. He's got a lot of pull w/ Trev and Kendall so I worry that his discontent will spread to them. Then I'll have to feed them all to sharks, step mom included.

I liked life better when I had good things to look forward to.

Posted by krystal at July 13, 2004 4:47 AM